Aimee Esther
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everything hurts... but I'm used to it.
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Just sharing some of my random thoughts today about finding hope when you live ill and getting used to living chronically ill. Enjoy!
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I'm Done with Medical Marijuana.
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*JOIN MY CHRONIC COMMUNITY: aimeeesther.podia.com/community * Hi friends! Today I'm answering some questions that came up about my medical marijuana / POT / weed journey! I had some questions about my religion (LDS/ Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints), as well as some about different options for consuming the drug. Here's more about The Word of Wisdom: www.churchofjesuschrist.org/media...
The Emotional Cost of Chronic Illness is HEAVY... But you don't have to do it alone.
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JOIN CHRONICALLY WE: aimeeesther.podia.com/community If you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, come join our chronic illness community! Chronically We offers an online space and group coaching program tailored for those facing a wide range of chronic health challenges, helping you discover greater purpose, joy, and companionship in a life marked by persistent pain and uncomfortable sym...
Is Healing Chronic Illness Even POSSIBLE?!
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Is Healing Chronic Illness Even POSSIBLE?!
⚡ My First Time Trying Marijuana for Chronic Pain ⚡
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⚡ My First Time Trying Marijuana for Chronic Pain ⚡
Trying Viral TEMU Products for Chronic Illness
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Trying Viral TEMU Products for Chronic Illness
Trying Marijuana for POTS + EDS
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Trying Marijuana for POTS EDS
My Experience with Antidepressants
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My Experience with Antidepressants
Cleaning Motivation for the Chronically Ill
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Cleaning Motivation for the Chronically Ill
I Was TERRIFIED... But I Finally Did It!!
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I Was TERRIFIED... But I Finally Did It!!
The Reality of Self Care While Ill
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The Reality of Self Care While Ill
Game-Changing Migraine Relief // CEFALY Review
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Game-Changing Migraine Relief // CEFALY Review
10 Job Ideas for the Chronically Ill
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10 Job Ideas for the Chronically Ill
HUGE Costco Haul w/ POTS + EDS + Fibro
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HUGE Costco Haul w/ POTS EDS Fibro
The Truth About Carnivore.
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The Truth About Carnivore.
I Can't Believe This Happened AGAIN!
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I Can't Believe This Happened AGAIN!
This ONE Cleaning Hack Keeps My House 10x Cleaner!!
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This ONE Cleaning Hack Keeps My House 10x Cleaner!!
Why I Quit Carnivore...
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Why I Quit Carnivore...
Should You Have Kids If You Live Chronically Ill!?
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Should You Have Kids If You Live Chronically Ill!?
I have EDS.
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I have EDS.
A Day In My Life as a Chronically Sick Mom
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A Day In My Life as a Chronically Sick Mom
I'm On Antidepressants.
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I'm On Antidepressants.
Addressing the Comments (+ Update)
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Addressing the Comments ( Update)
How I Became Chronically Ill In My 20s.
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How I Became Chronically Ill In My 20s.
Testing Myself for EDS *Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome*
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Testing Myself for EDS *Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome*
My Chronic Pain is Worse Than Yours.
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My Chronic Pain is Worse Than Yours.
A SUPER Productive Day in My Chronically Ill Life!
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A SUPER Productive Day in My Chronically Ill Life!
I don't feel right about this.
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I don't feel right about this.
I give up.
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I give up.
10 Things I Don't Do Because of POTS Syndrome
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10 Things I Don't Do Because of POTS Syndrome

Комментарии

  • @Ko1234567890S
    @Ko1234567890S 4 часа назад

    Interesting! I've always preferred to sit cross legged even though it makes my legs go numb so this could be perfect for me😊😊

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther Час назад

      @@Ko1234567890S same! I have used it for a month now and LOOOOVE it!

  • @ailsa7555
    @ailsa7555 5 часов назад

    Add back support and tilt to reduced coat hanger pain and we will have a winner.

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther Час назад

      @@ailsa7555 my husband doesn't like the back support but it's been fine for me! It's not very high up your back. If you need that then this probably isn't the chair for you.

  • @Telle875
    @Telle875 5 часов назад

    I don’t think the chair would work for me BUT I can totally see how it would work for lots of people! Cool find 😊

  • @jasbae937
    @jasbae937 6 часов назад

    I have a 6 and a 4 year old. I am a preschool teacher and I was diagnosed with myasthenia gravis and lupus this year. I knew I was sick for a while but I had to keep pushing my health to the side because of lack of support and life kept happening. Because of my conditions I'm learning to function again. My life has been turned upside down this year. I feel so bad for my kids and my heart hurts for myself. It's one thing after another and it's so hard when I'm trying to get my health under control.

  • @Zebo262
    @Zebo262 7 часов назад

    I just explain it like it's a case by case thing. That's the easiest relevant example I could think of. Each situation is different, which requires different capabilities and a different degree of energy. Depending on where you are in yourself at the time (and the backlog of things you've already done that day before the event) that could be ok, be really difficult, or be too much. Maybe having a backup person for you could be a really good idea, the lessons don't get disrupted, and you don't have the pressure and can see to your needs better if and when you need to. I have had this pause when someone has asked me too 🤗🤗🤗💙💙💙. Sometimes it's a lot to explain, especially depending on how many times you've already explained. I hope you are feeling a bit better though 🤗

  • @NR-mp6dy
    @NR-mp6dy 8 часов назад

    Are you on HRT right now ,I am going to have hysterectomy may be this month .i m young too 30 years ,extreme pain

  • @MelismaTheEnigma
    @MelismaTheEnigma 9 часов назад

    Not being able to speak after time of seizures..losing an entire week and not listening to music or being able to go to gigs or preform music as I'm light sensitive . Ringing neuro first thing today and gp . As I'm behond stuttering and slurring my words:/ . Really really scary ... seizures are down right terrifying.. 😢

  • @kellygreiner4902
    @kellygreiner4902 9 часов назад

    Felt this! Its hard not being able to finish tasks.

  • @kelviannaepperson3677
    @kelviannaepperson3677 10 часов назад

    And it's hard to talk to other people about how we really feel.

  • @sleepybluebear3571
    @sleepybluebear3571 10 часов назад

    Hi! I, too, have fibro/Cfs, and have had for many years. I believe trauma played a big part in my problem with this. My X husband died very suddenly in 1992. It really hit me hard. Then 4 yrs later, my oldest daughter was killed in a car accident. She was 22. I spent the next 5 yrs trying to fight to keep her little boy from being taken away from me by his drug addicted dad. When he was 8 the courts gave him to his dad. It really messed him up! He's now 30 and has struggled with drugs and prison, ever since. I was diagnosed right after my X died. After my grandson was taken away, it wasn't long before my Dr told me I couldn't work as a nurse anymore. As if the rest of it hadn't almost killed me, this surely did. I have just found your videos today and find your energy incredible! Of course, you're young! I'm not. I wanted to tell you, that I've found a great deal of relief for my pain, from a cream called "Just Cbd soothing Cream" 500mg. I get it from a place online called "Just Cbd" I do take a narcotic pain med, but I've been on the same dose for 8 yrs!! So it's barely helping. Pain specialists refuse to increase the dose, they spend their time trying to get me to take other rxs that have black box warnings. And are also addictive. So I am refusing to switch. Anyway, I just wanted you to know about a good topical cream that has no thc, but it is helpful to me! I hope it will help you too! For those times when you just want to go to sleep, but you can't lie on either side becuz both shoulders hurt, or both hips, or whatever. May God bless you!

  • @audrianabranch1899
    @audrianabranch1899 11 часов назад

    Being in constant pain is depressing. You can't sleep restfully because you go to bed in pain. You go to bed in pain it's well painful. Your brain says hey you are in pain along with your body. Doing all those things feels impossible.

  • @Aimee_Esther
    @Aimee_Esther 12 часов назад

    Heres the link to the chair: amzn.to/3RL3d7j

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther 12 часов назад

      If this link doesn't work I posted it in the community tab on my RUclips channel.

  • @kellygreiner4902
    @kellygreiner4902 12 часов назад

    Facts! And it sucks!

  • @ruby3200
    @ruby3200 13 часов назад

    Mine would definitely be getting more debilitated from fatigue and crashing from the smallest things. It would mean bedridden, unable to tolerate any light, touch, or sound, unable to talk or eat. Severe ME/CFS is called living death for a reason. If I’m being honest though I’m also scared of getting better because I feel like my personality is rooted in my illness, I’ve already lost myself and my life once, I don’t want to do it again.

  • @JSJSpeaks
    @JSJSpeaks 13 часов назад

    Another clot, another tumor, or hurting my back again are my three major relapse/symptom fears, and many of my behaviors are centered around making sure that doesn't happen! But in the short term, I'm definitely stuck in a push/crash cycle with my Post-Hodgkin's chronic fatigue, so I'm starting an ME/CFS Self help course on July 1st to learn how to be better about pacing, so wish me luck!! (I'll post the link to the program if you tell me it's alright to!)

  • @agbobier2657
    @agbobier2657 15 часов назад

    What is pots

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther 14 часов назад

      Here's a playlist of my POTS videos ruclips.net/p/PLbDm2i0f93M4E2AEPkQBrykACaRdFGgiX

    • @Catlily5
      @Catlily5 10 часов назад

      Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome = POTS

  • @user-bp5qs1zj7o
    @user-bp5qs1zj7o 17 часов назад

    This is how I feel daily and it makes me think of what I could do and who I was before getting so ill. It really sucks having a healthy brain and a broken body.

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther 14 часов назад

      I am so sorry you are suffering!!!

  • @drzeworyj
    @drzeworyj 18 часов назад

    magnesium and vit. C supposedly aid digestion (vit. C in big doses also clears some histamine from the blood). back when I had an awful reflux flare, I went on a low FODMAP, no wheat, no dairy and anti-reflux diet at once and I had never felt worse. my body was deprived of nutrients. oftentimes, the best thing we chronically ill folx can do is to choose the least damage. the reflux turned into an EoE scare, but in the end it turned out to be my biggest MCAS flareup yet. a temporary low-histamine diet stopped it within an hour. I do still eat foods high in histamine. I love eating too much to just give up the pleasure of it. what I do is try not to combine the foods that get a 3 out of 3 in histamine content in the Mast Zell Aktivierung list.

  • @danielledinenno8714
    @danielledinenno8714 20 часов назад

    Ulcerative Colitis person, getting my gallbladder removed july 2nd 2024

  • @brynnakelly3437
    @brynnakelly3437 20 часов назад

    Thanks for sharing this and being vulnerable 🤍 I have some unknown chronic illness. All I know is that I struggle with reactive hypoglycemia, chronic pain in my joints and muscles and neuropathy… it’s exhausting. I cry often because I’m so frustrated. I have high hopes as to what I want to do, my yeah, my body says no too. Sometimes I force my body anyways then I’m worse off 😓

  • @leylahasanova480
    @leylahasanova480 21 час назад

    Does your hands and legs are in pain as mine? Even take something from shelf makes my hands strengless(( my legs start to feel weak

  • @amyschmier8090
    @amyschmier8090 21 час назад

    I just try and remind myself I have been here before and I survived it so i can do it again! Any my faith in the Lord definitely helps me!

    • @tracigresham7164
      @tracigresham7164 12 часов назад

      Absolutely. God is the Great Physician 🙌🏻🙏🏻

  • @sistersplay7408
    @sistersplay7408 День назад

    I have POTS and this is very true! Thank you for taking about it! You’re channel has really helped me through my illness!

    • @Gwen916
      @Gwen916 12 часов назад

      Please know you are not alone in have P.O.T.S even in the hard times

  • @k.l.8804
    @k.l.8804 День назад

    I do get resentful of people when they complain about (to me) minor and temporary health issues. But only when they make a really big deal out if it. I have some friends like this that makes huge drama and cancel on plans etc when I have popped extra pills and made a huge effort to show up despite all my struggles and just want to spend a nice time and forget my issues. And then to either be cancelled on last minute (sometimes when I’ve already taken the effort to show up at the place) or to show up but get to listen to complaints about their percived hardship.. and no questions asked about how I feel because ”well, your always ill right, whats the point in asking”… I have some clearing out of friends to do… 😞😓

  • @microwave7512
    @microwave7512 День назад

    I've been feeling so much frustration and anger with this lately, in my 20s with so much ambition and a body that doesn’t cooperate. Having to give up all the hobbies I loved and reprogramme myself to like doable things. I hope I get to a stage where the frustration fades❤ As much as I try and be postive I think it's helpful to say sometimes, that it fucking sucks😆

  • @Ezra_.08
    @Ezra_.08 День назад

    Same here but I have back pain that’s spreading up my neck and ribs slowly and it’s apparently because of my scoliosis so I’m in constant pain and my parents think I’m lazy but I just don’t want to move too much or it’ll be even worse tomorrow

    • @shoshanaeri8035
      @shoshanaeri8035 День назад

      oh no that sucks it's so hard when people don't understand

  • @musicplagiaristcatcher1931
    @musicplagiaristcatcher1931 День назад

    Jesus is all you need.

  • @mmanda515
    @mmanda515 День назад

    I can't tolerate steak w/out getting sick, yet... have been doing BBBE for over 9 months now. First 3 months, strict beef (in any form other than steak) butter, bacon, eggs. Super crispy bacon on hand at ALL times, sitting in a bag on the counter was a life-saver imho. (still is, tho now I don't eat as much of it) I ate a LOT of it & didn't care. I mean.. a LOT. lol Next 3 months, one at a time, introduced other meats.. chicken, pork, turkey & once in a while tuna or fish. Last 3 months, allowed for tiny amts of cheese (I break 0 carb slices of cheddar or cheddar jack into 4 pcs & put on parchment paper in 350 degree pre-heated oven for 10-12 min until 'lacey' looking throughout. Let cool & again... counter surfing bag full.. it's like cheese cracker crisps. Deeeelish) If I get tired of just ground beef, ground turkey... I'll add ONE teeny tsp of chunk-less salsa, sugar free bbq sauce or chive cream cheese. Changes the entire taste with (for me) no adverse effects. My chronic fatigue, constant lethargy, headaches, inflammation & back pain has improved significantly. I have a diagnosed sleep disorder for over 2 decades now where I wake up nearly every hour. While I can go back to sleep fairly quickly, it interrupts my sleep whenever my brain tries to go into REM sleep. I've had many sleep studies, medications etc. & guess what........... 6 months ago, I started sleeping through the night for the first time since I can remember. It's nuts... & no meds. I make chicken nuggets from well drained canned chicken + egg + tiny amt of cheese & roll em in crushed pork rinds. Baked or air-fried, yum! (things I'm sure the kids would eat too) Along w/ a chicken + homemade alfredo 'lasagna' using italian style egg-wraps in place of noodles. Can't even tell.. Again, something the kids might eat. All in all, it has actually saved me lots of $ in groceries, since I'm no longer eating or buying all the crap I used to. Best, my blood sugars were out.. of.. control... checking it is what got me started on this. I took it 4x to make sure I was reading the number right, it was scary tbh. It took about 3 months to start to normalize, but now... best part = fasting blood sugar between 71-84. Numbers I never thought I'd see & I feel better than I have in over 2 decades. It's not for everyone, but... if it helped so much, there are definitely cheaper ways to do it, get same results with BBBE imho & there are things you can make that the family can also eat. :) Do whatever makes YOU feel best.

  • @SweetRevenge8408
    @SweetRevenge8408 День назад

    This is me 100%, but I’m told to “just power through”, “tell my mind to not think about the pain and fatigue”, & that I’m fine…

  • @BlondeBomb79
    @BlondeBomb79 День назад

    I appreciate the thought behind sharing this message (I really do.) Unfortunately, some of us with chronic illnesses are only going to and continue to get worse. I can’t tell myself “I’ve been able to get better before, I’ve gotten out of this place before.” Because I haven’t and the reality is, I know it won’t. It’s a hard pill to swallow. For those of you where I am, only getting worse and likely will not get better…I see you. I’m there. I want to remind you to please don’t give up on this life. I know how hard this is emotionally on top of the physical day in and day out. Just do the best you can. Because that’s all we can do. I find it’s important to appreciate what we still do have. And to always remember, everyday we have still here is a blessing. 🤗 hugs

    • @tracigresham7164
      @tracigresham7164 12 часов назад

      I'm at that point now. Just keeps getting worse

  • @augustfey
    @augustfey День назад

    Ulcerative colitis, Ideopathic intracranial hypertension, and accompanying joint/bone problems. I have so many days like this. ❤️ Ty for sharing.

  • @ruby3200
    @ruby3200 День назад

    I’m so frustrated. I’ve been trying to get in to a therapist for almost 2 months and I’ve been going back and forth with the therapist over email for weeks, they answer but sometimes it takes a week because they are on vacation, three times…. They are the best therapist and the only one that deals with chronic illness in my area. I’ve said I need an afternoon appointment but the new therapist I’m going to go to temporarily texts and asked if I want two appointments in the early morning in the same week. I don’t understand why they don’t just call me, which I’ve continually suggested. I understand they are overwhelmed with patients and need a break too but how do they expect clients who are struggling to hang on mentally and who also have physical struggles, deal with this frustrating scheduling nightmare?! On top of a single session costing over a $100. I’m about at the end of my rope with them, but I need help before I become suicidal.😡😩😵‍💫🫥

  • @JSJSpeaks
    @JSJSpeaks День назад

    ALL THE TIME but I'm doing better lately ❤

  • @MsLoma1212
    @MsLoma1212 День назад

    Thank you for this msg. It was much needed today🙏🫶

  • @Aimee_Esther
    @Aimee_Esther День назад

    What do you do when you feel burnout?

  • @victoriahouse9969
    @victoriahouse9969 День назад

    Today's heat level was OK. But having the windows open when it's a high pollen count, ain't good for my Asthma, Long Covid, Costochondritis chest. I've got more sensitive the last 4 years. Told my partner today I was feeling cold. Temperature was 24 degrees. I was indoors. But my chest was feeling cold and I felt like I was breathing in cold air. Chest was aching. Shut windows. Several hot drinks later and a nap on sofa. Recovered a bit. Going to have to take noticed of high pollen count more. Or I'll be having an asthma attack. I took antihistamine tablet but Costochondritis was ruling today. Can't even enjoy the summer. And running into headaches more often at the moment too. Do what we can, when we can. That's all we can do. Look after ourselves. ❤

  • @mariambatool2852
    @mariambatool2852 День назад

    Hey Aimee, I found you few months ago. Thanksalot for sharing your journey.I've IC for the last 5 years, and I can understand how hard our lives are yet we don't stop striving for a better tomorrow

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther День назад

      I always like to remind myself that if I have hit my lowest point then it can only go up from here! Better days tomorrow! :)

  • @5kye
    @5kye День назад

    I hope your pain will ease with time

  • @MultiSiomara
    @MultiSiomara День назад

    Yass girl❤ Thank you! Chronic illness sucks.

  • @user-nu5gv1li1s
    @user-nu5gv1li1s День назад

    You got this girl keep going

  • @broncotia3125
    @broncotia3125 День назад

    I say this all the time, my brain wants to do so much but my body won't cooperate.

  • @user-dj2bk4gg3x
    @user-dj2bk4gg3x День назад

    I have been trying to go to church activities to socialize

  • @user-dj2bk4gg3x
    @user-dj2bk4gg3x День назад

    The heat is making my upper back get irritated .

  • @ruby3200
    @ruby3200 День назад

    Love your positive and wise but also very real outlook on living with chronic illness. I have ME/CFS,hEDS,POTS, and MCAS. Praying for you and everyone living with health struggles, God has a plan, even if we can’t see it clearly.❤

    • @Aimee_Esther
      @Aimee_Esther День назад

      Chronic illness is a rollercoaster, but you are right, God does have a plan for you! Keep going!

  • @Aimee_Esther
    @Aimee_Esther День назад

    What chronic illness(es) do you have?

    • @musicplagiaristcatcher1931
      @musicplagiaristcatcher1931 День назад

      I have this pins and needles all over my arms.. And debilitating IBS issues

    • @melanie1825
      @melanie1825 22 часа назад

      Myalgic encephalomyelitis (cfs), fibromyalgia, ibs, depression, anxiety, pcos, sleep apnea. I'm probably forgetting some.

    • @musicplagiaristcatcher1931
      @musicplagiaristcatcher1931 25 минут назад

      I'm not Christian but one of long time college friend is a cancer survivor, who one day out of the blue called me and said ' now I'm a believer and God healed me'.. I was both surprised and shocked. She then left me with this words ' seek the Lord with all your heart and you shall will have enough strength to overcome all challenges, " Mind you she didn't tell me though it will be cake walk towards heaven and riches.. You'll have struggles but shall overcome it.. Hope it helps

  • @SevetstatAmkhealandVillage
    @SevetstatAmkhealandVillage День назад

    Hello

  • @Gian-ni
    @Gian-ni 2 дня назад

    The hospitals that I contacted, don't do any Anesthesia, not even local; which is no prob for me. But they said that pre-operation it's mandatoy to do a blood withdrawal and coagulation test. I don't understand why that is, since the procedure doesn't require cutting, nor anesthesia. Is the blood test really mandatory?